it's too late for you and your white horse to come around, maybe i was naive, got lost in your eyes – never really had a chance.
its actually such a shame that we ended up like this, we could've been something extra special, but now i'm going to stop dwelling over my mistakes. i'm going to forget all those things i dreamt about, all the things i felt and all the things that made me smile about you. you mean nothing to be anymore, i'm so much better off without you – i just need to keep telling myself that.
he's everything you're not and i'm glad, at least he's actually worth my time unlike you. you're childish, you're frustrating but i still loved you. past tense.
don't get me wrong, i don't think i'll be able to wipe you out of my life, i've already had this conversation with T, it's physically impossible, because you'll always be there, won't you? well guess what, i don't need you and if it were possible you would be gone, but for now you'll be a minimal part of my life.
whoever decided that people should fall in love was part genius, part idiot. it really is bittersweet. for future reference, you're the bitter part and he's most definitely the sweet part – if he isn't then my name is Mohammad Ali (JAI HO! Haha, PJ). anyway, enough of you.
don't ever be a worrier, it a horrible thing to be, i can't help but still worry and i'm shit at cheering people up, A if you're reading this – i'm sorry yeah baby? you know he's probably not worth this, maybe he is to you, but he probably isn't cuz i have a little idea of what you might be feeling like, and if it wasn't for that thing i know about i'd be shouting at him like a madman of your best friend that i am, i hope you know that. he can't have you anyway, you're mine yeah? just like hitler can't have your Alsace and Lorraine, because they'll always belong to France ;) things will get better, i promise, just keep your chin up and pray that your best mate was better at dealing with cheering up, because she really is shit! hahaha.
almost summer, which means i'll get to see you soon, without the restrictions of being at school, you already know just how much i care about you, so need i explain it even further?
this is a small town, i was a dreamer before you and you let me down, x
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