give up your soul,

even just one day without you feels like forever, i can't breathe and i feel like i might not open my eyes again if i let them close. oh its such a horrible feeling indeed. i feel so numb, how will i ever cope with anything longer than this short period of time you're going to be gone? i think it might just be impossible.

each breath that i'm actually forced to take takes almost all the energy out of me. i'm tired without you, is that normal? i don't think it is.

this is my first night without you – theoretically – in a while, i don't know if i'll be able to sleep, the only thing that i'll wake up to is the same empty feeling, like part of me is missing –which it is, you. i'm just oh-so glad i'll never forget your face, at least i've got that until you return.

i love you, don't forget that - ever.